Hi gang.
I did the seroquel thing, 12.5mg for 3 nites this time.
I am not so fragile and ready to burst into tears.
I am not agressive and ready to rip people's heads off for being loud and Present!!
I am not jealous because others who used to be ignored have found friends and now ignore me.
I am back to a comfortable routein at work.
My daughter and husband have worked out an agreement to be together on papa's day off!
so peace is back at home, Tiamat is looking forward to 3 days and a week-end off!
My son is suffering growing pains, so there is nothing serious.
There is that thing in May that I am waiting for... that eh, echographie to see what the mammography found. But I guess I am settling down a bit. If I had put off the test, I still would not have known... and it would be there right doing whatever it is doing. Now, I went for the test and know that it is there doing whatever it does. But basically still not in any position to actively find out anything about this nodule. So slowly, I have been convincing myself to look at the nodule in a new way.
It is not the grapefruit sized lump they took from my aunt. It is not the softball tumor they took from my father's throat. I cannot even feel it! What can I possibly do right now ? nothing more than when I was completely ignornant... so I must wait.