Heather :)
all I can say is keep trying thats what I am doing. Just give it what you got . Unfortunately it took a big F-up for me to stop and its stillhard for me. And yes i know exactly all you are feeling . And you will get to where you want to be :)
Hi Kez
Everything you said I understand and felt and still feel . Its hard for sure but i can say that it has gotten easier . I am trying to work hard everyday to stay af and also to live in the now and be positive and try to love myself. I have watched the secret recently and that has really helped me also . For positive thinking and not be on my self hatred ...Kez keep coming back keep posting and reading it really helps !!! congrats for wanting to be af and to post and share!