Hi ive been posting on here before but not for a while, everything has gone from bad to worse, i cant get time off work, work cant sort out someone for me to speak to although it is their policy they wont pay for it,i cant afford to pay for it myself and i cant tell anyone exactly how im feeling. Its awfull, i felt bad before but recently i have been hearing voices in my head shouting at me all the time, people from work my partner, brother, people in the pub everyone. Im trying my best to ignore it but its always there my doctor is absolutley useless and im not feeling any better even though my doctor has increased my meds by double, i try not to think about it and i dont wnt my partner to know im any worse then i was before, i just cant get the help i need ive cried begged, shouted everything i can think of in order to get some help and i am at the end of my limits now i dont know how much longer i can keep getting worse i feel numb like i dont care about a ting and yet sooo upset, and manage to keep putting a face on so that everyone at work thinks i am making it all up, i just dont know what to do, what i am going through or anything. I am not thinking rationally i cant make decisions and concerntrate things like that and its all getting on top of me again now.
*starr*
Edited on 12/2/2004 @ 1:59:35 PM by The Support Team