I´m at point 2 of the program, and I started to been aware that I have catastrofic thoughts as a lifestyle since my puberty and the unexpected dead of my dad. About my health, about my work, about my relations, so now I understand why I have panic attacks since then. I´m now 39, surviving this many years, but of course tired. All I did this years was study and work, didn´t had much joy of life like laughts with friends. I almost have no friends, because I´m difficult to relax in social life. Since my 30´s I only made one new friend and it was 3 months ago. It was possible because this friend are very extrovertid and did the job for me.