I t sounds stupid, but I can see I'm going to have some problems coming up. As some of you know, because of previous posts, I have raised my 2 boys since they were little up to now. Well, I always joke around about getting them out of the house and on there own, and I thought I would be fine with it. My oldest leaves next Thursday for bootcamp. Everytime I think about it I get teary eyed, and cannot even talk about it. I feel like I'm losing him. I know next week is going to be so hard, I know in my mind I'm going to be making all kinds of excuses to have a smoke. I NEVER thought I would feel this way, but I am scared. It is going to be a rollar coaster ride to say the least, I am tearing up just writing this. I cannot imagine saying goodbye to him at the airport, him and I have been so close. What do I do? How do I cope? There has to be something, I know its coming, so I should be able to plan for it.
My Mileage
Smoke-Free Days: 67
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 3,234
Amount Saved: $643.20
Life Gained:
Days: 9 Hrs: 18 Mins: 24 Seconds: 10
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$41,066.03
Amount Saved
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Days: 1101
Hours: 19
Minutes: 22
Seconds: 27
Life Gained
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6017
Smoke Free Days
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180,510
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