My name is Christine and I am new here. I am dealing with postpartum depression/anxiety that centres around death. My reoccurring negative thoughts always revolve around something bad happening to someone I love, or myself and not being able to see my daughter grow up. My mind then starts circling around my own death, and how scared I am to die...I don't know why I feel this way or what triggered it. I don't want to go through my whole life terrified of something that is inevitable. I am scared that it will only get worse as I get older. I hope I am not alone and that this is something that can get better. I have never really had this issue before; I really don't feel like myself.