The reality of the situation is starting to sink in..I am not sure how to fight off the fear I feel..There are so many unknowns here. I can challenage these feeling but reality tells me and the truth is this is a very serious and scary situation I find myself in.
I am not sure how of if I can help myself overcome these feeling..
I was feeling very overwhelmed with some things I have been going through lately. So tonight I decided to reach out for a little extra help..
I did a search online and found a support group for people facing kidney cancer surgery..I was able to communication with others that have had the surgery and people who are just now considering it like me..I think this is going to help me deal with some of the fears I am having..I am feeling a little better..I think this well help me accept the situation I am. I am hoping I will be ready to make a decison soon..
