Hi guys,
I'm experiencing some last minute gitters and am really doubting whether I can do the two week trip I have planned... ?!? I'm feeling really scared, my reasons for this is that over the past 4 days my psychiatrist has increased my medication and since the increase I have been feeling really anxious in general situations, way too alert, almost as though I'm elevated 2 feet off the ground and I feel very racy... I've decided to go back down to my normal dose that I was feeling fine on but I don't know when my body and head will adjust to the change... hopefully tomorrow but I hope too much of it hasn't already built up in my system...
My friend is already over from overseas, she's sleeping at the moment and my other girlfriend is coming over later on in the day, I'm really doubting myself!
Can anyone give me any advice or encouragement, I know its short notice but today's my last day here if we decide to go and I'm going to be so far away from home, so far away from what I consider safety to be.
Help! My friends don't know how bad I am...!
Angela
