In 2009 at the age of 17 I became homeless, then a friend offered me a place to stay when in April 2010 he beat me up all over his flat and sexually assaulted me for about half an hour, i couldn't escape as he had a metal security gate on his front door.
I reported it to the police and they said 'sorry, no evidence' but I knew they just didn't believe me which has now given me a huge amount of guilt because he then went on to do it to another girl.
He still lives in the flat about a mile from where I now live and I've developed a fear of public transport, dark public places and basically i cant go out, just in case I see him. I don't trust anyone not my family or my boyfriend.
The doctor just tries to give me anti-depressants which don't work, I also suffer from insomnia which I did suffer from previous to this incident but it's not 10x worse.
Where do I go to get some real help as my GP is useless? I want to get my life back on track but can't even think about a job as I can't speak to strangers.
Thanks for listening, please help.