Hello drewwypoo!!
I have been a smoker for 8 years now.. a couple of years occasional, and the rest of the years are heavy smoking.
And 3 and a half months ago... something occured to me...
I had to quit. Why? Yet alone it is expensive, but as well as ruining my life (not just physically and mentally).
I have realized that smoking cigarettes have not only damaged me physically, but also mentally. It was my only sense of escape and reliance in coping all the stress. Yes, I am maxed out... extremely stressed out and extremely tired of everything.
And after quitting smoking (cold turkey)... I FEEL GREAT!! I must say, it was hard for me to quit considering that I had a lot of withdrawls. Withdrawls such as palpitation (which I believe is my body craving for nicotine). For two weeks, I had it and it was pushing me to go back to my cigarettes and just satisfy my body so I can stop palpitation, which would normally lead to my panic attacks/panic disorder. I constantly worried about the side effects that I'm putting myself through just to quit smoking...
And I must say... the side effects were easier to handle after a couple of weeks.. as long as you have a strong positive mentality, then you will dooo awesome just as I did and still am :) It is okay to have a cheat smoke (not a whole cigarette by a puff) because it will take you step by step to quitting (which is what I did). For a month, I trained myself to take a puff and throw the cigarette... and one day, i just woke up and threw my cigarettes. Why? Because it wasn't doing anything good for me. My panic attacks were still there and it was hard for me to breathe because of all that paranoid thoughts and other negative things. So I quit quit quit.
Though it was hard in the begining, it gets soo much better. And hoenstly... since 3 and a half months ago... I havent had a full blown panic attack. Everytime I'm about to feel one, I just take deep breaths (which I found sooooo much easier) and I would be okayyyy. In fact, sometimes I get a symptom of a panic attack without realizing it. One time I was just sitting down and I started shaking and my heart was beating soo fast... but in my head, i wasn't feeling scared... so i just took a couple of breaths and it went away. It came with the positive thought... which I found to be stronger after quitting.
Let me know if you need any help in quitting!!
But overall, it helps to quit... and I am not exaggerating when I say that IT HELPS A LOT A LOT EXTREMELY A LOT TO QUIT. Take it from me!! :)