I can completely agree with you. I actually quit reading all the emails coming to me where I had posted. When you read how other people are feeling, you just wonder if that will happen to you. It's hard to keep that seperate from YOURSELF. My husband absolutely hates it that I keep getting on this computer and looking up things. I have to say, I felt better when I was away for those 5 days or so. I just seem to keep getting drawn back to about 3 different websites. I have done this program but it is not helping. I feel I'm having more of a depression state now, which I never would have admitted. Actually, I can't really say I am depressed just that the things I use to enjoy aren't that exciting to me anymore. That makes me very sad. I think getting online makes things that much worse. I just wish there was a quick fix!