Honestly the last 4 days were miserable, spending them cooped up with my family, catching their awful sinus infections, and traveling which is the biggest trigger for me. But I made it without smoking, and tried to keep in mind how much "better" the holidays were without wondering how I could sneak cigarettes without anybody catching me or smelling it on me... (Oh, the "joys" of being a closet smoker.) Fortunately I am back home now and the stress levels can go down now that I am not obligated to spend time with my family for a few more months. Once I have caught up on my sleep I will reward myself. :)
