Rubygem, I'm so sorry that your dog died, and I know you must feel absolutely lost. However, you will not find yourself in a cigarette. We should not fool ourselves into thinking we can just get back on the wagon later. How hard was it to do it this time? I blew a 3 year quit twenty years ago. It took years before I was able to put together another sincere attempt. I'm not saying that it'll take you years. All I'm saying is do not underestimate the power of addiction. Do what you need to do to stay the course. Treat yourself really, really well right now. You're too special to hand over to the demon.
My Mileage:
My Quit Date: 5/1/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 478
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 13,384
Amount Saved: $5,688.20
Life Gained:
Days: 53 Hrs: 20 Mins: 5 Seconds: 46