Thank you so much for helping me feel better! It's good to know that I'm not the only one feeling like I'm wasting my life. I will take your advice and try to stop beating myself up when I don't do more than what I can. That's so hard sometimes! I think my problem is that I've always been kind of a couch potato (big step in admitting what I believe to be my biggest fault :blush:). When I was a kid my sister always made me feel guilty for sitting around watching tv or even reading! She was a tomboy and I wasn't. So she always made me feel "less than" because I would rather sit and do something (or nothing) than be outside doing what she did. She used to tell me "Do something, even if it's wrong!" Now that I'm an adult, I've gotten into that rut of going to work, coming home, eating dinner and watching tv. So, when I sit and watch tv, I always hear in the back of my head that I'm wasting my life and that I'm not good enough because I'm not enjoying the world like everyone else. I try to tell myself that I need to enjoy my life for what it is and not compare it to other people, but as you know, that is so hard! It seems like I let it bug me so much that I wind up doing exactly what I'm beating myself up about and spend my time off doing nothing more than housework and sitting around watching tv. Is that really so bad? Thanks again for your support! :)
