Hiya,
I just thought i'd let you know that i wont be posting in here much for a while. Like most of you, i've always had paranoia concerning my health and thoughts making me believe that there is something wrong with me... But i've always managed to fight off those feelings..
However, i went for a scan a week ago after having bad pains in my lower body. I thought it was in my head, but sadly it wasnt and they found something that isnt suppose to be there. I will be undergoing surgery within the next week and i'm looking at a month or 2 recovery. I dont want to give out too many details, just that surgery will fix it.
My anxiety is reasonably under control, however i have a fear of hospitals and operations... so no doubt i'll go thru a rough patch this week and beyond.
I just want to point something out here... i nearly left this too late, and now i'm going for urgent medical help and operations. I think it is better to be safe than sorry.. and so if you feel there is something wrong with your health, i urge you to see a doctor. I wish i had gone sooner. Dont leave things too late, because even if there is nothing wrong with you, like i said - it's better to be safe than sorry!
Well thats about it. Wish me luck with the operation, and i hope i will be back here soon.
Take care, and hang in there
Sarah T. xxx
