Today was a very frustrating day; and panicky.
I yelled at someone today, which is completely out of character for me to do to someone I don't know extremely well, and rare anyway with the few I know intimately. I yelled at this person because first he was being disrespectful and not listening to the sub. teacher I'm working with this week. Then, he was intentionally distracting other kids. After that he refused to do anything at all, so I called in the aide to help me, but he still wouldn't work. The final straw came when he accused us (the student aides) of not trying to help him. I still want to cry, though I know I did all I could.
My panic is always so hard to control at school. I'm just feeling very disturbed and discouraged.
But...in the words of Vivien Leigh playing Scarlett O'Hara:
"Tomorrow is another day." :8|:
