i feel great, i know its going to come back one day only for the moment i wanted to share that i am doing good i went to court and won costody over my children,and had a break through with my fathers passing all in the same week.i seen my counseller yesterday and she said with the stress of my chldren being over and the small break-through i had, she bets i'll be back to my old self soon. and boy is that a person i have been waiting to see. i also know finding this site helped me alot,its very impotant to know we r not alone even though you know it helps to have it in front of you to read....