As you may know by now that I am going through a lot of emotional pain. Sometimes I feel that my relationship is over and it is hurting me. On the other hand, I feel that my relationship will work out and just needs time. For the time being, I cry less because I feel more tired. I have constant stress which includes back and neck pain, upset stomach, trouble sleeping and eating. I used to enjoy watching airplanes but now I dont feel like it. I enjoyed hanging out with friends but not as much right now. I dont know if I want my wife back. I dont know if I want to change or have a replacement. Only reason why is because what she did to me. Can or should I forgive her?
