My stupid dad is an idiot - he just winds me up he is so self involved he hasnt even got the decency to be polite and ask how your doing, its like u only bother to see me 6 times a year if that and when you do all you want to do is talk about yourself, you have no interest in me or what im doing and even when i dare to open my mouth and talk you cant even be bothered to look interested, you just stare vacantly in another direction. you complain every time i see you that something i have done is not good enough. I have bitten off all my nails scince seeing you last night - your sooooo irritating - not because you do anything particulary annoying but because you make feel like a im worth nothing to you. u didnt replie to my text when i told you about her bieng in hospital - and you clearly dont care how any of us are feeling cos you dont even bother to mention it - you were a crap parent and you are still a crap parent - i have spent the whole of today feeling like angry and wound up and at the same time sad and worthless - up to this point i was fine and actually feeling better. why can't you just give a **** about us we are your children - you spawned us - you are ment to care!
