Ok, I guess this will be a very unusual thing to relate to, but after 27 years I ran into my mother, who suffers from some sort of schizoid disorder, and/or shizophrenia who after finally believing it was me, immediately wanted to move in with me and telling me how much she loves me and always has. Turns out she was homeless and my brother, who I'm estranged from ended up with her. I initially talked to her and invited her into my place but all she talks about is the past and how stupid she is and how everyone in her life destroyed her and etc and etc. I turned into this 5 year old kid when I saw her wanting to help her and be there for her. Now, I'm trying myself not to be like her and I've cut her off, changed my phone number but she still shows up leaving messages and begging me to call. I feel like a mean person not trying to deal with her and it's eating me up inside. Most of all, I don't want to end up like her and I see it in the cards. All alone in the world.
