One of my problems is that I never feel "worthy" for anything. So I am taking some steps on my own that I think will make me "worthy" to ME.
I have recent enrolled in Colorado State Tech to get my Associates degree in Business Management. I have been avoiding going back to school with sooooo many lame excuses! So this week, not only did I get a new job that I will be working starting Monday morning but I am now a college student(full time) too!!! I decided on my own... that if I am ever going to pull myself out of the pity-party thing... I'd better do it now, and I HAVE!! Now I only have to keep the momentum going. I have come to the conclusion that the only one that's going to be able to help me get started back on the right track is ME ! I'm three months from being 50 years old and you know what... After I did that for me... I feel much better now. I kinda feel like I'm back in control of my own destiny, rather than blowing in the wind, as they say.
Later..... :)
