Another relapse ,this is my second one in two years. Remeron pulled me out of my last one. This time it seems worst. I thought every setback gets less and less as time goes by. This setback is a major dissappointment. Can't stop crying, my whole life is a mess, financially, I am ruined because of this depression. I just lost my house,car. My daughter tells me I can't see my grandson because I am unstable,she might as well of stabbed me. I druge thru daily and wonder why. I don't think my life could get any worse then bang somethine else pops. One thing after another. Now I have to deal with a new drug Doc put me on-Lamotigine. Thought it was helping, but the headaches bother me.I seem to have problems trying to figure out how to fix things. I just hide away daily, it seems to comfort me.
