Thanks everyone for your replies. It definitely helps to know you're not alone with the feelings we have. I seem to relax a little when I find out that I am not the only one having this type of symptom. I have recently started a support group and that is something to get me off my butt and out the door some mornings! It also is to work on self esteem, stress mgt, etc. Strange that I do find it helpful now because when I first started all I wanted was for it to get better fast...now I know that isn't the way it is supposed to work. You have to continually work on the things that are wrong to get to a positive outcome. I have also began meditiation...sometimes helps sometimes not as much. Just to sit still for 20 min. with myself is an accomplishment, and a relief. I hope things are well for all.