Theresa,
Please talk to your counselor about this issue. This would be a good discussion for the both of you. Unfortunately, the site does not provide this type of counseling online.
Your counselor, therapist or doctor can assist you with this question and perhaps make sense out of it for you. If you are worried, try writing down your feelings and/or questions and present them. This way the counselor can get a better idea of what you are feeling.
Hope this helps,
Josie
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the Depression Center Support Team.