I know how you feel. It is very frustrating when everything seems to be going OK in your life and you just can't feel like you're supposed to feel. I just started on Celexa myself and am continuing to take Wellbutrin and alprazolam for depression and anxiety. I'm doing everything I'm supposed to do, eating right, exercising, going to therapy etc. etc. etc. but I still wish I felt better. Like you, when I look back I can see how much progress I've made but sometimes I really feel like I'm stuck. My doctor just keeps telling me to be patient, that he's seen consistent improvement even if it isn't as fast as I would like. But I understand how frustrating it can be. Take care and remember that you are not alone!