always fighting,
Hang in there and take it one step at a time. I empathize with your situation, and your family. You need to help your little boy work through the sadness. The school should have active programs and counsellors that might be able to give you some assistance with him.
You do need time to yourself, and you need to look to the positive. You have your family back and this is your main concern. Have you tried your family doctor. Take our Depression Test and forward a copy to your doctor. This will help better assess your situation. Perhaps the doctor will prescribe medication to help you, as well as refer you to a therapist.
Your friends can be a big help as well. Ask them to babysit, or come over for dinner. Talk to them and let them know how you are feeling. You can do this, but it takes time.
Move forward and keep strong, you can do it. We are always here for you.
Josie
