Oh Heather, you do sound renewed and healing. It's so wonderful to read this post! I just love it!
We can and do learn from others. I dare think that you got some hope from seeing that couple and the little baby that all is not bad, and that the little one does indeed have every chance of making it.
I'm pulling for you for that job too! I know you can reach new heights and find some fulfillment. You are skilled and smart. Go out there and grab your piece of the pie, whether it be that job or another one.
I'm no psychologist, but the dream does sound to me like you're putting it in perspective. I love it that you're winning in your dreams, whether he be old or not. I'm pulling for you there too!
Here's a gold star for you.