I'm hoping that hospitalization won't ever be necessary again. Right now, I'm doing pretty good. The problem with therapy is that I always think I'll be able to trust the person until I get there--then I shut down. I keep skipping my appointments with the college counselor I was supposed to see because I don't trust her. I fear the strength she has through her weakness. She kicked me out of college for about a week on an enforced absence when they found I was cutting again.
Anyway, that's over with for now--the leave of absence, that is.
I'm undeclared for now. I'm just a little, lost star floating in the gigantic solar system.
Have a good week!
