Terrycamp & Cara,
I share the same pain! Dizziness and some sensations that become even worse from the moment I think about them.
Always thinking that my body has some sort of problem like a heart attack, and all these scary things.
But hey! Nothing ever happened to me in the last 9 months! SO I always say to myself that it cannot get any worse & that I'm just dramatizing about my health. Somehow it always passes and comes back another time but each time it's a step forward to recovery.
There are some times, usually after exercise or a cup of chamomile when I really feel totally normal, and confident about recovering from this disorder. These moments are like energy booster. They confirm that I actually have anxiety disorder (physical illnesses don't come and go like this..) and actually want to go further towards recovery.
To be honest, whether I will ever recover or not, this disorder is a life lesson to me. I learned how to be humble, appreciate each little moment of life. I started doing some positivity work, trying to see all the positive instead of the negative. It's not easy when you start but I can already see that it becomes automatic after some time. Happiness is a choice! :)
I know that the day I will fully recover from this disorder, I will not regret having this problem. I will see it as a challenge that I had to overcome to move forward.
Looking forward to recover with you,
L