HI I AM A LITTLE SCARED TO POST ON THIS SITE BUT I THINK IT WILL HELP ME. JUST TO SUM UP MY LIFE QUICKLY YOU MIGHT SEE WHY I AM SEEKING SUPPORT. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO QUIT SMOKING, I HAVE A RETARDED 34 YEAR AT HOME THAT NEED ALMOST TOTAL CARE, I HAVE A 92 YEAR OLD FATHER IN A NURSING HOME I TRY TO SEE DAILY WHO IS DECLINING FAST, I AM RAISING MY 6 YEAR OLD GRANDSON SINCE HE WAS 10 MONTHS OLD, HE IS NOW SIX. HIS MOTHER IS THE GIRLFRIEND OF MY SON. SHE IS BIPOLAR AND AN ALCOHOLIC. LOTS ON MY PLATE AND NEED HELP DEALING WITH LOTS OF IT. PLEASE WELCOME ME TO THE GROUP AND I SURE WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF I COULD GET SOME HELP AND MAYBE I COULD BE MYSELF AGAIN. MY HANDS ARE SWEATING AND I AM A LITTLE NERVOUS ABOUT THIS. THANK YOU SO MUCH. HOPE YOU CAN HELP ME!!!!