thanks DL, i may have spoken too soon. today is starting out not so good. can't turn off my brain, woke up to tears and tension, frustration and that nasty sense of dread that pokes up every so often.
this happened thanksgiving morning too but, i just thought it was my usual holiday stress mode kicking in (i'm a holiday hater to some extent- too much stress, too many people... all that)where one minute i'm kicking the dog (so to speak) and the next i'm crying uncontrollably.
i keep telling myself it's stress from work, dad, daughter, the holidays blah, blah, blah. so tired of the roller coaster, just so tired. and then i hear the old messages: "stop being so dramatic", "stop being such a baby", stop being the way you are and act right... people don't want to hear about your problems.
i hate days like today, hate feeling this way.
