This is my first time posting at this site. i've spent a lot of time reading on the subject of depression and all my research has me convinced that I am indeed suffering from depression. I've made an appointment to see my doctor in a couple of days, but as the appointment approaches I find myself feeling more nervous about it. I can feel all kinds of thoughts and questions running through my mind, like what if he thinks it isn't as bad as I think it is? what if he won't help me? how long will i have to wait before he helps me? logically i know he is a good doctor and will do his best to help me, but i can't lose this anxiety I'm having over the whole thing...help! I'm glad I happened upon this site. it has been very helpful in answering some of my questions and has satisfied my doubts, somewhat, that depression is what I may be facing. Thanks for allowing me to vent a little :)