Good morning
it has been a long time since i have posted, i have stayed sober the last while i was gone and will be pledging to stay sober today
hello everyone
on this sunny Sunday i pledge to stay sober .
Hello
today i have decided again to stop drinking after a 15 year stretch of partying and over indulging and self destructing. only today i am accepting that i cannot drink at all,, not stop drinking for a while ..absolutely no alcohol cause i have a disease i really do and i have to accept it. its so hard and scary and i do not know how i am going to do it but i really have tooo . i want to live a life of freedom from guilt shame depression and self destruction and that will start now ..again but my goal today is for good, not a year or two years of till i can control it because the truth is i cannot . i am a binge drinker and i cannot control my alcohol , there fore i am sick and am going to heal as of today.
Junebug
