It's Friday night. I have managed to not drink for almost 40 hours. I'm still at the office but as stupid as this sounds, I know I'm going to be drinking again before the evening is over. I have delayed going home because that's when I'm going to start drinking. I KNOW I don't want to drink, I want to quit, but at the same time I want to drink in the worst way. So, if anyone has anything to say that might cause me to change my mind - please post fast!
