Terry, the quit will happen. You have to much SSC in your blood now :eg: Seriously, I remember getting ready to quit and then the closer the day came I would have something come up that put it off again. The death of your son's friend, that is different.
But how many times have you set a quit date and then reset it? Just wondering.
For me I finally made the commitment to quit and I did, then the chattering started in the head. It is to hard, I can't do this, maybe I wasn't ready, crap I just want one, I will have one darn it and then I smoked. I would reset a new quit day and do the over and over until something happened (allen carr's book and chantix). We are all wanting this for you, but only you can do the quit.
Keep the Quit
Sparky
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]4/30/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 281
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,810
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $843.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 39 [B]Hrs:[/B] 20 [B]Mins:[/B] 33 [B]Seconds:[/B] 12