Perhaps its because this state makes it a point to war against smokers, making it illegal almost everywhere. Depending on where you are, it can be illegal on a street, or in your own home. I don't know why but lately I am just blaming everyone for the quit. I have somehow lost responsibility for my decision. My resentment and rage is just terrible. I told my husband that I hated him for what he is doing to me. It's not just him, I hate the world. I want to strike out and fight with everyone around me. I want people punished for what they are doing to me. What's being done to me is only what I'm doing myself, which is staying quit.
For every person that told me it was a good thing I quit, there are two to tell me to go back. I'm just too hard to deal with anymore. I am just way too nasty and outright hostile. I have not actually hit someone, but I've come close. I just have to set aside this hatred of everyone. It is NOT the world's fault that I quit smoking.
A man I know quit four years ago. He is still taking little cruelties out on his wife because she wanted him to quit. Still after FOUR years!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]1/27/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 275
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 8,250
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2,750.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 36 [B]Hrs:[/B] 3 [B]Mins:[/B] 54 [B]Seconds:[/B] 15
