ANGELCAPP,I wish we could talk about, how not smoking, has changed everything.What ,I am talking about is, CONFUSION, FEAR ,INSECUREITY,FEELING OF BEING LOST,DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT OR DOES IT EVEN MATTER,I AM IN A PLACE IN MY MIND, THAT FREAKS ME OUT.Nothing IN MY LIFE THAT WAS GOOD, when I SMOKED ,SEEMS NORMAL NOW.Is this what you are feeling ?????? Talk to me............