With some encourgemnt from someone dear to me, I owe it to you all to say that I am smoking again. I was going to stay away and fade away for awhile, but that is not fair to those that have been with me all the way through this and other quits. One regret is I do not have email address of a couple people that I would like to stay in touch with. I am going to quit, but I am so tired of the constant battle. I need to regroup and find purpose. Jumping right back in has never worked for me, so I will do what I need to do to get back to wanting to quit again. I guess there is nothing more to say at this time. I will be reading, but not posting for a while. Love to you all and thanks so much.