Hi crush,
I've been where you are quite a few times; except, I DID feel remorse after i smoked that first cig; and then had to relieve the cravings from the first one with another, etc. etc...the vicious, poisonous circle had begun again. I felt tons of remorse for letting the nicotine get ahold of my life again and start controlling me again. I'm not talking about being "down on yourself". We always need to forgive ourselves for our mistakes. I could not change what I had done and I did learn from it. But, I couldn't help but think, "geez, if I hadn't reawakened that nicodevil by smoking again, I would be that much closer to true freedom". I hope that you find the mental conviction to get right back to your quit..40 days is a real accomplishment.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 9/20/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 26
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 704
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $97.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 9 [B]Mins:[/B] 56 [B]Seconds:[/B] 40
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Quit Meter
$91,960.00
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 6083
Hours: 1
Minutes: 16
Seconds: 21
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
45980
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
459,800
Cigarettes Not Smoked
