I'm a newbie, it's been 6 days but who's counting, truly and honestly, I feel I've become another person and I don't really like this person. I use to laugh and smile all the time and I was a very nice person. NOW, watch out I can't even stand myselft most of the time. I force myself to laugh. I cut people off in the middle of their sentence, the best place for me when I'm home is in bed so that I can give my husband some piece of mind.
I had quit once before and it was the same. I really don't want to become that person again. I keep telling myself that it will pass but when is the word. At work I always use to do my own thing but now I really stay away form everyone and I can be sarcastic at times. My co-workers are aware of my quit and do cheer me on but even that is hard for me, I don't like being asked everyday,** Did you smoke** I find it very hard and it feels as if I lost my best friend, I feel down in the dumps and I'm a real (Bit....). I just don't want to talk to anyone. Any suggestions
Beb
Well you asked to hear from a newbie, this is pretty much how I feel :mad:
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[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/15/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 6
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 136
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $48
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[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 18 [B]Mins:[/B] 56 [B]Seconds:[/B] 18
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