Redrosie, thank you for your kind words. Yes, I do have family and friends close by. I did isolate myself at first, because I thought it was my heart and I did not want to tell my family until I found out what the problem was. But after all the tests proved that it was not my heart, the Dr told me it was panic attacks, and they mimic heart problems.
There are days I am very anti-social. I don't answer the phone, don't get dressed, ect. I always answer the phone when my children call, if I don't answer the next thing I know they are at my door. But most of that comes from depression. The Dr changed the depression meds about 2 weeks ago so I'm hoping this will kick in soon. He also gave me meds for the panic attacks which help. Rosie, you didn't make me more anxious, I know that it is out of compassion, and I thank you.
As far as the IM, I got it downloaded and then when I started to install it this message came up saying there was an error in the download. So I've not tried again. I forget how many hours it took to download, because I have dile-up internet, and it is soooo slow.
I feel like there is so much you could share with me about the panic attacks. But I have no way of getting in contact with you...
I'm sending healing light to you, so catch it and fly.....
Love you,
SUNSHINE/CAROL
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