I've only been doing this for about five days but my aim is just to survive at the moment, and i'm not even sure that I'm going to manage that. Everything seems so hopeless and I try so hard and I keep screwing up. I don't even know whether I'm making myself worse by doing the mood tracker thing, like I'm making myself think depressed thoughts just so I have something to be depressed about. Sorry, don't want to bring anyone else down, so will go now. sorry