It took me so long to get back on this site, and half the time I forget my password, and am confused about the new set up here. Anyway, I have been taken off my meds., because I had a "depressive episode last weekend, and the doctor took me off the lighter stuff, and put me on Xanax, which at first at the effect of stupifying me, and by Friday, I caught a cold, and had to stop taking them, so I could take cold medicine. Xanax was a disappointment, because I woke up around 4pm and I don't think it lasts long enough at such a low dose. Anyway, I'm on nothing now, and may take some cold medicine later tonight if I can't sleep. Now I am lying in bed all day alone again, the internet is my bosom buddy, along with old videos I keep playing over and over again, out of boredom. I window shop the internet all day long , not buying anything because we don't have the money. Some people were counting on me to be somewhere today and I couldn't make it, so today has been a low day. Alone alone alone. My husband has been at meetings all day and evening. Alone alone alone...
